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When I Don’t Write
Making Allowances
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Yesterday, I didn’t write, which is unusual for me. I don’t know why, but I wasn’t ready for it. In one way, it bothered me because, typically, I write every day. I’d awakened at 3:30 in the morning, lay in bed for over an hour, and then finally got up. I stayed awake for a couple of hours and then went back to bed again. It was 9 in the morning before I got up again. For some reason, all of this threw my day off, and I ended up binge-watching my shows.
It bothered me…this lack of productivity.
Then, today, I awoke to watch a YouTube video, was inspired to write about long-term and short-term plans, worked for a couple of hours on next Saturday’s video for the kids, and came away from that for a break. I thought it was around 10 a.m. Turns out it is 12:30 p.m.
Could I still be affected by the time change? It’s been a few weeks since that happened, and we lost an hour. The day is dark and dreary, and rain is expected, though it hasn’t shown up yet.
Oh, wait. I know what it is. I decided not to watch the news anymore and also decided not to track my two YouTube channels anymore. Even though capturing a few statistics didn’t take very long, there were no real meaningful improvements to see. It was like weighing myself…
